ESPN MLB - Baseball that
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Another Classic (Taken with instagram)
i guess it’s called a suicide note……
Life is a thing. A thing in which I don’t want to nor do i think i can handle anymore. I don’t want to sound all cliche and shit but life is just not what I want it to be anymore if that makes sense. I don’t know why I’m blogging this. I think it’s because I don’t know who to talk to or how to talk to anyone about. “This” is referring to how i feel everyday when i wake until I lie down and go to sleep. Or maybe this is just another phase in life. Life is shitty. Life can be the most precious thing in the world. But on the real I’m tired of life. Between me and my few followers on here I kind of want life to end. “Lately I’m smoking more, still I’m focused more. Live today could see tomorrow I don’t know for sure who I wrote this for…….” Maybe it’s the weed talking because I did just dome 3 blunts down solo. But, then again I feel this way all the time. You see I’m the guy with friends who aren’t really friends so more or less they could be called acquaintances. I’m the guy who can make you smile at any given time but be miserable as shit on the inside but smiling right along with you covering my pain so no one will see it. I’m the guy who won’t let his girl 100 percent in his world just because he’s afraid that she could be right for him. The only thing I don’t like about this guy is that he’s on the verge of suicide, but the only thing stopping him is his little sister and a few others that mean a great deal to him. I guess what bothers me is that I don’t want to be here. I’m ready to die shit I want to die. And on the real i don’t mind doing it tonight. Goodnight. Good-Bye.
I just want to hold you tight and look into your eyes and say everything’s gonna be okay. But I don’t know that, but I know I’ll always be right by your side no matter what. I think I’m more emotional than most guys. I can’t change that. I can’t change the way I feel about you. I can’t change the fact that this might be meant to be. I just want you. The innocent little girl I first saw and fell in love with. And I need the innocent corny dude in me to come back out. Cause this is scary, I’m not ready but I won’t leave.
